babies
oh-wow - babies. Arent they the greatest? My first baby was my niece Jocelyn. Oh My God...what a perfect baby to love - she was my brother's ( my hero's) first born and oh, what a beloved creature she was to me...I felt like she was mine.... she WAS mine! Oh, yeah and my brother's and my sister-in-law created her, but she was MINE! - i was my brother's sister - my brother's "girl" - it was the blood line - me - my big brother - his 1st born. no one else mattered - I love my SIL, but my brother's baby was part of me. My little sister - my first-born blood relative after the rest....I totally was in love with her. But then there was the envy. She was his "girl" - oh Diane was his wife and lover and friend and confidant now, - but Jocie was apart from that - his girl - his spawn - his "person" who was like me but different - but "related" in the same sense as "ONE".
My dad never experienced this... he left
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